Hi, it sounds like you're in the same boat as me. I just had to turn a child down because she is violent towards other children. It's so hard when you've already started thinking of the children as yours, huh? I hope this doesn't offend you, but I do really believe that God is in control of this process and that He has a child who will be just perfect for your family. Good luck during this wonderful journey.

Leah
. . .Habakkuk 3: 17-18. . .

Though the fig tree may not blossum, nor fruit be on the vines; though the labor of the olive may fail, and the fields produce no food; though the flock may be cut off from the fold, and there be no herd in the stalls-yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation.